Jon Bird, The real me

I feel a change in energy of the world around me today. Not bad nor good just a subtle shift. I have decided to get a degree in physics, im going to the university tomorrow to sign up

It has been a while, since I have post my thoughts in a manner that is constructive for one to read. Today I sit out side of cafe on first, armed with coffee my longboard and the city weekly newspaper. I am wanting to reconnect to the world around me and learn something new. I get so accustom to my ways sometimes that I forget to progress as an intellectual. Over the past few months I have become as a rock letting the water of life move around me rather then being a sponge and soaking it up and moving with the current. But even in that thought process I realize that there is balance in being a rock as well. For with out the bed of rocks there is no support for the river of life

It seems the days are getting shorter and the nights even more so. My mother has lost her mind, literally she has multiple personalitys disorder as well as a huge range of other things. Today I found out that she has destroyed and thrown away everything from my early childhood… all that I have left from it is a small paper bag with some meaningless garbage from my past. Ouch.

One man can shoot for the stars and dream of a place where the streets are lined with gold. how can a man dream when wolves are biting at his heels.

Im Jon Bird (aka Jon Warren Jr).  I feel like i have always needed to share what was on my mind and after reading through my sisters blog (http://brentandalexa.blogspot.com/ or http://brentandalexa.tumblr.com).  I have felt maybe this would be a good hobby for me.   A bit about me,  I am currently 24 years old, I work as a graphic designer dude/computer repair dude/web dude/general bounce ideas off dude for a small promotional company that just moved here to park city, Utah.  I love my job, the owners and i share a small office on main street.            
       My family is an odd one to explain, although i am learning that in my generation it seems to be normal to preface that.  My mom and my dad got divorced when i was about 2 years old, I have brothers and sisters all over the place, more like a his hers and theirs situation.  My sister Alexa is my only full blood sibling, she is and will forever be a light in my life.  On my dads side i have Tara Courtney Ashley Jordan Chelsey and Codie.  I never really got a good chance to get to know them very well and i hope that some day they will accept me into their lives as I really do love them.  Then on my moms side i have Ian Garrett and Tristan.  These are my moms little guys all extreamly young and i moved out of the house before Tristan and Garrett were born.
     I am not a religious man, though i do believe there is some kind of something driving this world, i dont feel the answer is in organized religion.  I am not a person to follow what others would deem as right and wrong.  I like to figure that out for myself,  I feel like what works for me right now may or may not work for you and vice versa.  In my personal experience religion drives family’s apart.  while others my argue with this belief it is my experience and my experience is my experience.   Im not interested in that war.
      Some say that i have a mind of an accent soul others say im simply a hippy that likes to shower (sometimes jk) I dont know what to think of any of that i feel i am just another 24 yr old kid who is trying to do the best i can with what i know, which as i get older my concept of what this world is really about is constantly changing and i embrace that fact.
      I feel like everyone has a story and this is my attempt at recording mine.  I know i am all over the place with writing and my punctuation is terrible but hey its me.  someone once told me that in order for you to know life and living you must know what it feels like to be a zombie, i feel like the past few years i have been exactly that.  I am excited for whats ahead of me.  Its time to finally look to the horizon and see the sun rise on the light that is my life.